~You were there
ignoring my cries
when my innocence was stolen,
said later we were always fighting,
you couldn't tell the difference~
~You let him do
so many things
a mom shouldn't allow~
~I prayed to understand,
& have forgiven you, somehow,
but you were also there
to watch the man
you chose over us
repeatedly
beat us, scare us,
curse at us
until we used our broken wings to flee~
~but you stayed in your prison
& because we're part of you,
though we escaped,
part of us stayed,
& replayed all you go through
each time we've prayed for you
to one day
escape, too~
*~*~*~*
~*~
* ~By Anastazia Rowe~
Written in May, 2006.