~My Hiding Place, My Shelter~

          Hope
          nestles itself
          up against my courage,
          pushing the resistance
          from my heart~

         ~Faith still somehow blooms,
          like an infrequently-watered flower,
          acting like it's being showered
          by the sweetest rain
          when i cry out to You, Father,
          in my tears and pain~

         ~And You call me in from the storm
          raging all around me,
          watching me pretend
          it doesn't touch me,
          when I'm drowning,
          and You let me pace around
          venting & foolishly ranting
         'till i dare to settle into the call
          to fall into Your arms,
          and rest until sleep comes.

          I will never run so far
          i can't come back to You.
          I wish running wasn't something
          my heart still can't help but do.
          You understand, You take my hand,
          though not on earth i find
          a love like this,
          to run from such bliss,
          i must've lost my mind~
                *~*~*~*~*
                   ~*~
                    *                ~By Anastazia Rowe~
                                          October,
                                           2004.

        

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Our cuture prides itself on it's independance, & yet it is the one thing we must lay at the foot of the cross before we can know our creator as our Father...I've been pondering all it really means to come to Him as a little child, (as Jesus said we must, there is no other way!) & though everything in me resists, my spirit sighs with relief to finally be home, safe, free to trust, depend, & lean. He's been so patient with me...

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love it.