Hope
nestles itself
up against my courage,
pushing the resistance
from my heart~
~Faith still somehow blooms,
like an infrequently-watered flower,
acting like it's being showered
by the sweetest rain
when i cry out to You, Father,
in my tears and pain~
~And You call me in from the storm
raging all around me,
watching me pretend
it doesn't touch me,
when I'm drowning,
and You let me pace around
venting & foolishly ranting
'till i dare to settle into the call
to fall into Your arms,
and rest until sleep comes.
I will never run so far
i can't come back to You.
I wish running wasn't something
my heart still can't help but do.
You understand, You take my hand,
though not on earth i find
a love like this,
to run from such bliss,
i must've lost my mind~
*~*~*~*~*
~*~
* ~By Anastazia Rowe~
October,
2004.
love it.