Everyday I play a game
Put the mask on acting sane
Inverting your crucifix
I'm sick and tired of all that shit
I know damn well I'm going to hell
If you truly cared you’d meet me there
Walk down this path, fuck the past
The pieces all fell apart and I don’t think
They could ever be put back
And inside
I wish I could say I was alive
But there’s a war going on
In my head, a great genocide
But I guess you can’t realize
How you fucked me up inside
Saccharine promise with gilded lies
And you think you know
What its like to die
I put my soul on a silver platter
And gave you a porcelain gift
Prayed to god you wouldn’t shatter
That this time, for once, would turn out perfect
I trusted you without a doubt
But motherfucker who would’ve guessed
Nothing changes in life’s little test
It’s all a game, I should’ve known
It’s always the same
I should've known
I didn’t though……..
But I guess I get what I deserve
Maybe one day I’ll get the nerve
To point the barrel
Squeeze my finger
And kiss the world goodbye
You'd better not! remember what we swore Calvin, if you go I go. and I got too much shit to do before I die!