I'm so sick of all of this
I'm sick of dealing with life
Sick of the charming tortures
And the never ending nights
Sick of the truths I'm denied
Lies beguiled in empty smiles
Faces blank as thoughts inside
Never knowing glory's child
Destiny awaits just once
And my legacy will breath
Into the darkness it came
Like a virus it shant leave
Give me strength and give me wings
Give me the faith to change fate
I will set this world on edge
With my pain cast by their hate
Fires burning ever higher
My desires will rise like spires
With passions I shall not tire
'Till this world I see on fire
Boundless rage infests my heart
Justified by the truths told
From ashes I will bear this
The morbid truth I behold
I am unbroken and still
The blood flows like yesterday
Like the darkness inside me
It simply can't be escaped
Give me joy and give me love
Give me sweet death from above
To forge in death what life's lost
With the pain endured enough
Look deep into my black eyes
And see there is no light there
Lost in fear and endless rage
Driven beyond where I dare
But the life hidden inside
Becomes a force unbridled
So the heavens open wide
For this night I've entitled
No remorse and no pity
No regrets held for this life
I will cry no tears this day
For the world will die in strife
Give me hate and give me rage
Give me darkness to purge pure
So that dreams may shatter hard
Into madness without cure
The dust from unending nights
With blood upon broken walls
These are dreams lost to darkness
Forsaken as madness calls
With scars hidden beyond light
Sealed in blackened depths of mind
Lost for all eternity
Never the day's light to find
Only fate to seek my lost soul
Only hell to seal my lost fate
Only night to steal my lost heart
Only darkness do I create
Give me night and give me sin
Give me purity deep within
To fall into the darkness
Of tormenting pain again
I'm amused life is abused
With those thoughtless attitudes
Simple minds yet left unused
Subjected to truths refused
Tear down the mindless masses
With the lasting tone of death
Purge the lies from deep within
Taking life with every breath
Let the madness consume all
And in the last moment stand
Witness fate in it's glory
Realize darkness within man
I need nothing but destiny
Do not give me anything
Yet allow me to believe
When the angel of death sings
Beauty is all around me
Yet I can only see pain
Forged in the depths of my soul
From memories I retain
All I need is spoken truth
To incarnate what I feel
Shape it into demon form
So my torment can be real
Scream loud if you so desire
Shed tears lost in truest vain
Take the knife to your bare chest
Feel the blood flow from your veins
Give you dark and give you light
Strength of the mighty towers
To endure the pain like me
For this is your darkest hour
Holding hands in the moon light
Is but whimsy if at best
Pointless thoughts lost in nightmares
Overwhelmed by life's great stress
So bear in mind what you might
The darkest hour soon will come
When I shall feast on man's blood
For the damned I am the son
Anointed by demon's grace
Lost in sin from deep within
With shattered mental fragments
I will this pain to begin
Give me strength to endure pain
Give me wings to fly and then
I will burn all I hold dear
Once the darkest hour ascends
Feel the blood and feel the death
Feel the screams in sorrow's vain
Feel the madness take your soul
Feel the never ending pain
Let it consume forever
The life you once had held dear
And realize it means nothing
What you now feel is called fear
Fear the life that never ends
Fear the death that now begins
Fear the depths of your own mind
And the morbid thoughts it lends
Take this gift I give to you
Never forget whence it came
Remember what you have felt
Tomorrow will bring the same
So with blackened hands I sing
To the heavens mortal grace
And behold the star of morn
Feel the scars across his face
With wings torn by demon's claws
And horns fluid like dark garb
Beautiful yet drenched in pain
For he is the morning star
For the treachery of sin
Cast to the fires of this hell
An immortal life of pain
Forsaken from father's veil
Give me the will to resist
These mad thoughts that lead me here
This place of utter chaos
I feel madness drawing near
This is really good. I like it.
Chana Fuller