Today marks one whole year that you've been gone
It finally set in today
I can't sing my song
I realize your gone and your not coming back
Nothing you've done in your life has ever lacked
You more than made up for your younger years
All that I can remember brings me happy tears
The way you laughed, the way you sang
All the times you gave me happy days...
Days of depression, self pity, and defeat
You were always there
With an anormous greet
You washed my clothes, you cleaned my room
You made me laugh you erased my gloom
I haven't been able to visit your grave cause I'm not ready yet
I feels like your in another country
but reality has finally set
I have accepted my life and kicked all bad habits
I know you would be proud as you look down upon me
which I know you do
I smelled your old shirt today and thought of you
I remember our first meal Church's chicken and strawberry soda
You were my best friend "Papa"
The kindest man that I ever knew
I guess that's why I don't know how to let go of you
I miss you so much and sometimes it hurts
But I know you made it
but your memories still lurk
Thanks for loving me like you did
I was a Daddy's girl ever since I was a kid
I miss your tacos and how you prepared things for me
I just can't seem to vacuum my carpet
You kept it so clean
You spoiled me and now I gotta clean up my own mess
But I'm learning how to gain control of my life
More peace and less stress
Thanks for singing to me and always having my back
You will never know how much it has had an impact
I am thankful for the relationship that we had
It feels good to know I had an awesome Dad!
Awe! So sweeet. :) enjoyed
Awe! So sweeet. :) enjoyed the read. Made me think about my dad. Who also passed on a few years back.
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Thank You!
I'm glad you enjoyed it. Makes me happy to know I reached another person who can feel my emotion and understand the experience. Take care.
~:7]~