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I know you are out there
I am finding my strength.
Good things will come my way.
I dont remeber all the good times.
But I can reflect on these memories escaping me.
Eye for an eye. I catch your gaze.
I want to keep that look in your eyes.
Locked in a box on the side of my bed.
and look into your face when I am feeling alone.
bring me that sense of company.
To touch is to mend and heal.
and to feel. The love.
But Its escaping me now.
I no longer wish to change.
with words I should of never said.
I no longer want to drive and drive
tIll i come to the oceanside and just float away.
But beauty never fades in my dreams
and I am no longer sleep deprived.
this time around. I just want to keep these dreams alive
so I sleep more than perscribed.
I ignore these walls. For in my mind I am still free.
It covers me like a blanket that smothers me.
made with everything I love.
But all I want is to call your name
and have you answer.
Keeps me on my feet.
tears of joy.
reaching for the thought of family
I know your out there.
wanting to grow old.
and this life will go on.
So I call your name.
stand by what is now
maybe we can design
blueprints to memories that will never fade.
synchronize our touch as if it were a song.
its so comforting. But ill carry on. with or without this.
But I truly want this. All I want is your company.
grow old whenever. Live strange for the better.
Be weird together. I know the potential is killing me.
but in death. Is life. so these feeling revive me.
I hope this isnt weird to say.
But I will let go of everything I hold onto
just to fall into someone like you.
locked in a box somewhere in my room
Is a picture of how I want these day to unfold.
you are beside me. But let me ask.
Do you have this box in your room hidden from everything?
That you open when nobody is around.
just to feel a sense of company.
does it contain the vibes and things you want to say.
am I apart of this fate. Or really do we barley relate.
Does the picture you have locked away resemble something we can build
a house a life. a song. a picture. a memory. can we do this now?
am I just dreaming. Or do I see we are the same?
shower me with your touch.
feel your breathe. and test the waters of love.
witch we know so little about.
We could all use some company.
so With this thought of family.
Will good things come our way?
I KNOW YOU ARE OUT THERE.
