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I cant even hate you
Sometimes nostalga numbs
You suffercate your depression
With all sorts of bad intentions
I never learn my lesson
I just set my satisfaction ablaze
It leaves me in a chilling daze
I just want to forget some of these days
In all honesty I didnt mean it
Oh i should of seen it.
I fell to my knees
I reached for any substance
You know i was reluctant
But did it anyways
The color in my eyes
Changed as i realized
I was acting so naive.
But why sit here
And pretend like its possible
To forget your name.
But underneath it all...
I drink till im drunk
I smoke to till I choke
Becuase I cant even hate you
But I still fucking hate you
For not being with me.
Whats left to say? Fuck it.
Its over and done with.
My hearts bruises will soonly fade.
Remember I told you.
I regret ever telling you.
Its easier this way.
But underneath it all...
I abuse and use
To kill my false hope
Becuase I cant even hate you
But I swear I fucking hate you
For not being with me.
