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I SURVIVED! I SURVIVED!
fast paced its by no means a waste
of time to forget to write down I am feeling fine.
one day when this all settles. when I begin to slow down.
I will have months of memories to relive in my head.
This year was a homecoming.
I came back to my senses
from being lost two years in a metaphoric sea.
I am here. back where I need to be.
No laying in my car looking at the stars
wishing upon the galaxy to for once feel good to be breathing.
Now I forget the stars are even still there
I give my wishes to people who need them more.
I am steady and pushing for the love of more.
reflections memories wishes and summaries.
I no longer stare at the ceilings
I am too busy adding to conversations
with all the friends in my room.
I feel like crying
happy tears. Tears of excitement and tears of living.
thanked god today just for the fact I am still breathing.
there is much reliving to do in this life.
I pushed through the lows now I am walking in what feels like the sky
my spirits are so high. I would feel like I left a solid mark on this world if I suddenly die.
Now I just smile and look back on the places I wish to never return
as I look in my room and flip through pages of my ever growing photo album
taking pictures along the way.
sometimes way to many.
the people don't realize why I capture every moment in every way
its because to this day I cant believe I am alive
I survived! I survived! I could scream forever
That my breathe is no longer a strive.
It makes me laugh when I choke on words
For I dont feel like I am struggling for
what I should have written down months ago.
I am living I am doing what I want to do.
living free and safe from the harms as addictions could slew
I flew into my dreams somehow these friends I always wished for have appeared in my life.
But I have way to many to thank for my new life.
I feel. and It is quite nice. I am alive.
and its without sacrifice. I am full of rejoice.
pleasure and company.
Its everything I wished for in my sleep.
