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You Think of Me at Night. I Sleep at Night.
I manage to grab what I don't intend
Its all pretend. But they seem to think I am on some type of hype
what is this? who are you people?
I wont go back to where I was.
Being with you is the first step back in the wrong direction.
So I sleep alone tonight. I smile as I find myself in a happy place.
Is it bad I enjoy her wanting me back. It makes me feel a little terrible.
from what I had to overcome and withstand I hope the want is unbearable.
staying awake as I sleep soundly. thinking of yours not so truly.
evidently I moved on. I guess. It happened and I forgot I ever did.
I gave you splinters in your heart. You said you loved me.
and to restart. Do I look blind or insane.
I wont go back. Because I know what resides in your head.
No place of comfort for me to want to be at peace.
I have the strength to be in love with myself now.
Why do I need you around when I know I deserve someone
who is not a bit narcissistic and controlling.
I am clean from the drugs and I moved on.
from the needles and your touch.
I am not a lush. Its better to just hush.
I wont speak to you no matter what the terms are.
It is all just a matter of I hate what you are.
