PostPoems Be Artistic. Be Creative. Be Inspired!

I went a week without a word to say
Nothing but my mind waiting
for the chance to have a something worth telling
when I decide to speak again.

I spent a week outside my head.
I was a little better then some places then I have been.
It left little time to think of all I have to struggle with.
It kept me away from the fallen dreams and doubts

I realized
I am not easy
I am not cheap
I am a waste of some peoples time
I am sometimes unkind
I am compassionate
I am loud and valiant.
creative and silent.
broken since birth.
happy as a choice.
addicted to raising my opinionated voice.
drug affiliated and rude by nature
intimidating and frustrating.
loving and filled with desire.
not someone easy to admire.
I am a little bit of everything
yet I am none of something.

but then again I am not one to fit in
people look at difference like its sin.
but I know from within.
its a treasure. Its a burden.
Its a scarlet letter. Its an opinion.
a voice. a Deterrent. an opener.
a closer. a little disorder.
addiction and disclosure.
honest and blunt.
a bit shocking and threatening.
a bit rebellious. a bit strenuous.
a bit stressful. sometimes beautiful.
more times unattractive.
happy and proactive.
sad and defective.
alone and silent.
loud and violent.

this is Self Expression.
My Talent.
My downfall.
My burden.
My love.
My hate.
My life.
My happiness.
My paradox.