Wishes That Wont Come True

Days come days go.
Stress builds and my body aches.
I rarely speak aloud the thoughts in my head.
I usually leave them for the pillows in my bed.
Things get hard as the nights grow longer.
The cold weather is tearing down my power.
No motivation I seem to surrender.
I just could use the most simple of things
to keep me going. to held and that the storm will Passover.
That all my efforts are not in vain
to be clutched and have someone rejoice at the feel of my touch.
Not based upon how much I can obtain.
I seem to full myself for I cant wish now
I lost all hope today.

I would wish to be held close
and just sit in silence feeling the breath of myself
as I just simply forget about the pain.
I will no longer regret anything I said or did
it will be just easy for me to regain
strength to move on instead of suffering through this by myself
I came accustomed to this feeling
all I can do is laugh now. for I see nobody feelings are the same

oh hello alone. its a pleasure to see you again.
You crept in through the cracks of my leaking window
and surround me with your presence
its not enough I am sorry
but Its all I have now
so I guess it will have to do until the morning
and these rainy clouds go away.
..if they go away.
for all I know the sun could have burnt out.
for this night is way to long.
the sad thing about this rain.
Is even after all this unfortunate shit.
I can still only think of this girl I once knew.
She was my wish that will never come true.

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Wow great write!

Wow great write!


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

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