Take me back to that night when I thought I had it all together
for a second my world was spinning.
It was grinning and forever in my favor.
The essence of everything I truly ever wanted filled in every gap inside me
I was whole. I was complete. I was who I wanted to be.
So happy I couldn't sleep or eat.
Just taking in my small wondrous heaven.
Time went by so slow yet went by way to fast.
I ponder at why it ended and It didn't last.
The effects seemed to change my perspective on a few things
drastically and desperately wish I could go back.
To do it all over again. to not change a thing.
I could relive the moment countless times and never grow old with it.