The meaning of our lives:
Survive, reproduce, decimate and die
Turn away from the unpleasant truth
And sedately stare at your prized lies
The absence of feeling can be very appealing
In an existence with no meaningful meaning
Follow the absurd herd or get out of their way
Running each other over on a putrid pathway
Trampling towards going over the calamity cliff
I refuse to take part in the revolting rushing
I’d rather stay put and relent to the sinking
Sinking into the woes that want me fading
Until much more of me is dying than living
The worst case becomes the only case
Unwearied worry taunts behind my face
It shall only be a matter of years
Before the tragedy appears
Eradicating all that I hold near and dear
Eliminating what’s left that keeps me here
The meaning of our lives:
Survive, reproduce, decimate and die
Survival will no longer be worth surviving
In an existence with no meaningful meaning
The wonder of life will be impossible to revive
Striving to thrive while no longer feeling alive
Simply surviving is not worth being survived
The precious few that keep me here
The last, precious few that I hold dear
I keep toiling to not toss them in the trash
Because once they’re gone I can be gone
Once they’re gone I won’t have to hang on
Wanting to continue to breathe is fleeting
Perhaps this time I’ll complete my defeat
If the majority of me is permanently dying
It is time to halt my obsolete heartbeat
I persevered and persisted to make it to forty
I am nearly sure that I will not endure to be fifty
In less than a decade I’m afraid I will be eternally gone
In less than a decade I’m afraid you will have to move on
I can feel like a wraith
Haunting my own life
Everything is see through
And if I mostly die inside
I know what I will do
By Adam Keith McElwain
Copyright Adam Keith McElwain Poetry
I felt the words in my gut
such a well written poem. obviously very deep and from the soul. Thank you for sharing your work. feel free to check out some of my work if you get a chance.
Thank you.
I appreciate your thoughtful comment. Everything I write is very much from the core of who I am. I will check out your poetry soon. Thanks again.
A most haunting poem, and the
A most haunting poem, and the last two lines provide an unresolved chill!
Starward
Thank you.
I appreciate it a lot Starward.