Woke up this morning not knowing what was to come
Got up, got dressed
Mechanized routine on repeat
Went through the day as all others
Was closer to being meaningful than the day before
Chaos and peace at the same time
All leading to the ultimate thrill
All leading to the perfect solution
Took a different route home
Met one from my not-so-distant past
Change has showed her face again
A crush not forgotten,
But matured into soemthing not what it once was
Memories we can share
But I could not give in
Not this time, not with this one
Beckoning me to come nearer
Giving me my competition
Able to handle the heat
Numb to the burn
Numb to the pain
Finally I ease up
Allow a little, but not to much
To be where I once dreamt to be
Feeling almost as I felt I would
You keep me close, keep trying to get closer
But each time you get borderline
I push you away again
It never seems to offend you, never bothers you
You make it a joke to show me you dont take it personal
Show you wont go further
Even though you want to
Nothing seems to bother you
The people watching,
The people knowing
For the rest of the night you keep close,
Constantly getting me closer
Each time you do a simple thing,
Something you dont even know you do
Each time you show me more of who you really are,
I slowly let you closer
Constantly showing me affection
The simple things
Not being cruel in any way
I could tell you want more than what you're getting,
But you dont force
We move on to the next room
Keeping me in your arms, but not holding me back when I leave
Instead you come join me
When I show it's ok with me
Treating me almost as though there is none other in the room
Bugs Bunny kisses and first time clashes
Who would have known the children we once were,
The crush once felt,
Would lead to where we are now?
I dont even think you remember my simple childish crush,
Let alone knew of it
Playing hard to get is apparently what i'm best at
And by the look of it, you were up to it
Welcoming more, accepting the challenge
The flood of memories,
Still not grasping what is happening
Your simple words,
The simple looks and actions
Each making me wonder, if I can tell you "no" in the future
Not tonight for I will wait,
But if each night with you is as it is now
If you show no other face, show this is you
Eventually I will be unable to tell you no
Leaving you finally, you go ahead,
But wait when I fall behind, catch me before I can fall
Keep me close, with a strange gratitude shown
Not asking, just knowing
Hoping to meet again before our worlds shift again
Maybe you will come for me
I dont expect you to since you're so far away
Maybe this will just become another memory
Another thing to remember you by
Something so wonderful, yet so simple
This was good. I enjoyed reading.