You sit there and stare in wonder
Im not the same I used to be
Things have changed since you had me last
No longer can you push me around
Im not the scared little kid anymore
No more tears on my part
I wont fear you anymore
Not let you beat me down
Screw with my head so I think you're right
Im not hiding anymore
You see me standing before you
Willing to fight
Willing to stand up for myself
Ready to get you out of my life
There's nothing you can do anymore
Nothing to control me
I no longer take your orders
I have my own mind and now I am free from you
I can tell in your eyes
You want me tethered and locked up again
Beat me all you want
But I will not scream for you
Will never give in
You shall never have the pleasure of my fear, my screams or my tears
excellently constructed write; powerful, disturbing/compelling and with very effective erratic pace. Damn fine.