I knew you still loved her
That much you told me
I knew she was having your baby
That she left you
And not you her
At least you were honest about that much
You told me your problems
And I would have done anything to help
I believed you cared about me
Especially when you told me you did
Maybe you did
Maybe you cared for us both
I may never know
All I know is what she told me
About the breaking up
About the "I'm sorry"
About the getting back together
Maybe shes right
Maybe you are back together
She said it with such sincerity
Such truth and certainty
I remember now the times when you said you'd call
But never did
The nights I couldnt find you
When you went to a friend's house and then her brother's
In a way you hinted it to me
Letting me know he was her brother
Even then I'd wondered if she'd been there
Instead of seeing me as planned
You saw her
The day I called and asked what you did that day
How you had such a guilty conscience
You told me you still loved her
I knew that was to be expected
Considering she was the only one you've ever loved
The fact you have such a past together
The existance of a child you share
I knew from the beginning I wouldn't be able to keep you
But over time I thought it changed
You always said you weren't together anymore
You had a child together
But that was it
The only reason I proceeded with you
Is because of what you said
When you told me how you felt
When you asked me to be yours
The way you assured me
Others knew we were together
But none bothered to say anything
Not to me anyway
Maybe she's wrong
Maybe you aren't back together
She's just doing it out of spite
Revenge for losing her baby's father for herself
Regret for ever letting you go
Finding another now in her place
Another in your embrace
You told me you were over
You're a straight-up type of person
You would have told me
Told me to spare my feelings
Woudnt have told others
But kept us quiet
They would have told me
Let me know what's going on
You say every word so honestly
You told me the truth
Told me of your love not yet forgotten
You told me that we were together
Told me you two were over
Another problem has risen for you
This time it deals more directly with me than before
This one I will not be able to fight off for you
This one is personal
I need the truth
Maybe she's right
Maybe she's wrong
I wont know until I've talked to you
Until I've confronted you
If you say she's wrong
I must hear it from her lips too
Hear her say she lied
That she did it out of spite
For revenge because she lost her baby's father for herself
For regret because she ever let you go
If I dont hear it from her lips
I wont know for sure
I'll always wonder
But if you tell me the truth
Tell me you are back together
I'll understand
You have every reason to want to be with her
I won't be angry
The only reason I'd be angry is if you continuously lied
If I didnt hear it from her lips
If I found you hid it from me
Asking me to care, to surrender my heart
While I believed you weren't together
But in fact you were
All I want is the truth
Thing's not hidden but put out in the open
For the truth to be plainly known for all
such beauty resonates throughout this...with your words, you paint such a portrait in my eyes...