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I feel like I'm breaking down inside

I can’t decide how to end the pain

You’ve pushed me away so many times

To come back I must be insane

All I want is your approval

I just seek to make you proud

Don’t tell me I'm disturbing people

Or that I'm yelling way too loud

It shouldn’t matter what they think

Listen to what I'm saying

Don’t just look at me and blink

You can hear the pain in my voice

You can see it in my eyes

All you care about is your precious rep

You don’t care about the fact that you make me want to die

You say that I'm important to you that you love me and all that load of crap

This isn’t some perfect family movie

I'm putting my life and feelings on the map

Follow the blood red interstates

They make a trail down my wrists

Maybe along the way you’ll see the anger I have towards myself

You just might notice all the suffering you’ve missed.