I've heard your voice many times in my mind.
I've seen your eyes in an image in my mind.
These are the many things I hold on to.
The many, many reasons I cannot let go.
But you're not mine anymore.
Those words pound deep in my heart.
It pounds harder each time,
wanting for me to let go.
But I still hear your laugh,
the time which it all was.
But you're not mine anymore.
The lucky times I get to see you,
I always record them in my mind.
I get your hand, and give a kiss.
And you laugh and say,
I'll see you again someday.
But you're not mine anymore.
Life can be cruel, but
it's not mean with the memories.
But it reminds me that...
you're not mine anymore.
I've felt that way in my past fourth, which now or nevermore. I see myself inside; my inner core, my situations have been not once, not twice, but four. I know you will do better as you have already and will not ignore. You have given up once or twice but you know you WILL do better than before. Just a little something I came up with right now as I read your work.
David J Rodz.
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"You think Einstein walked around thinking everyone was a bunch of dumb-shits?"