I didn't think I may be able to finish this one. It hurts from the start. Just staring with the draft, having the letters of his name in every line. The pain, I'm feeling it all over again. I have been suppressing it with all I am but here comes the point that my heart still aches for what it has longing. My good friend, the closest to me is now gone, and with him he has taken my heart. There was no closure, I don't know where to go from where he has left me. What am I gonna do? How am I suppose to know when he has erased all the clues? This is absurd. I'm still hoping, waiting, but I wanted to get tired of it. I don't wanna feel the hurt and pain all freshen by the end of the day.
