I've been missing Clayton alot lately. I wrote this for him in fear that we're drifting apart. A friend brought up a good point today, "What if he's cheating on you?" All the signs are there. When I call him and I hear a girl in the background he can't talk because his batteries dying or he's high or he's not in the mood to talk. He doesn't come to see me at all, every other weekend, if I'm lucky. I doubt he would, because I don't think he's like that, but maybe I'm just paranoid.