I took one last trip down memory lane
I revisited a folder I still had of you, brought me so much pain
All the pictures I had saved
And all those beautiful messages I didn't wanna erase
As I was reading every letter, every fucking word
I realized only then, how much I got hurt
I felt a tear fall from my eyes
Boiling with hatred from reading your lies
Reminiscing of all the promises you had made
All those memories we had built just to break
Every single moment
With a few words, stolen
I felt like crying so fucking hard tonight
As I read along like a spiders venom, it hit me hard, I wanted to die
I regret not saying a few things to you
I regret doing things I should've never done
All those nerdy voices I promised I would never do
I regret most of it, but mostly letting my heart be strung
You were so young and so hopeless
I was older, I knew how to cope with this
I wrote so many songs for you, and you didn't appreciate
Now you'll never know I still write you songs, but songs of hate
If I ever see you again, I can't say what I'll do
But it can't be anything nice or evil, but I will go talk to you
I will let you see me smile and even though deep down I'll be still broken
And maybe for a second you'll want me back, just for a moment
But I won't be foolish this time around
For a while I was lost, but tonight I've been found
And I will never be sure of where I belong
But the next time I say those three words, I won't be wrong
