Mom, Don't Die... "A Beautiful Fighter"

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You... You’re a beautiful fighter.
No other angel may compare,
In these eyes,
The eyes that You gave me.
No heart have I known,
Bigger, kinder, genuine,
No,… Nor any more unconditional
Heavens inside of You.
As is the way that you love.
As is the way of a beautiful fighter.

Mom, that day...

The day I found you,
Life having left You,
only moments prior,
Did I realize then,
I’d never know another,
Champion.
A Beautiful Fighter, and...
Yes, my champion.
already...
And a hundred times over…

That day, it was You...

Your strength,..
your will,..
your stamina,..
your devotion that Filled me,
trained my body
made me react,
To fight back,
so I tried…
I kissed your mouth
and feed you air,..
I encouraged,
I begged,
I cried out,..
Kind, yet meaningful words,
Please mom...
Not here,..
not yet,...
Because Me...
I’m not ready…

Your tiny chest,
in an out of place wonder…
How could such a large heart reside there…
I pushed,
I pressed
I begged
I kissed…
Feared the worst
but inside I knew better…
Because you Mom.
You Are A Beautiful Fighter.
Today you won, mom,..
Forever my champion.
I love you mom,
I’ve never been prouder
than of you
Right here, right now.
Because I get to thank you,..
Thank you
for fighting Mom,
You never gave up,
I will never either.

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I get teary eyed rereading this

To think how close she was to never coming back...  how death was trying to hold her... but she is still with me, and the fight she gave is an inspiring demonstration of how strong my mother really is, even as frail, and tiny her apperance may be.  She came back.  She is here.  She my beautiful fighter.  And I love her.

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WOW!

This is so figgin beautiful!!

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Thank you. Really.

Thank you. Really.

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thanks. it holds lots of meaning to me.

Thank you.

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no problem!

no problem!

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