Sometimes I’m afraid that I’m not even real
That I walk around and simulate what I think I should feel
My only goal is happiness, yet I’m miserable
I just numb the pain
It’s the only thing keeping me sane
Because if I could see myself clearly
I’d give to self-loathing
So I stay in a daze
And give an empty gaze
A blank stare
It’s like I’m not even there
I wish I could just fly away
To an empty field
And just forget it all
If I was alone I wouldn’t have to fix myself
But I’m not alone
And that’s what haunts me
