Some people are born happy with not one ounce of strife
And then there is me with my nightmare of a life
I was born to loving parents so that was very clear
But I’m tired of the hurt and always living in fear
It started when I was ten and felt there was no hope
The evil that I went thru led me to down a slippery slope
And the bullying in school made me want to end it all
So cruel is this world I still feel like a marionette doll
Events in my life were pulling my strings year after year
But I’m tired of the heartache of always living in fear
I got married to a monster that promised me true love
But that turned into a nightmare to which I was so sick of
From there life’s felt like a burden and I cried a river of my tears
Still I keep on moving on with a hope I will stop living in fear
Me too
Fear is a tough one. I too battle so hard with it. Recollections of the sensation root back to childhood for sure. On some level I had forgotten or burried the ridicule. I remember kids being mean and embarassing me. But I have mostly blocked the incidents. I hadn't really thought to dig into that part of my psyche to attempt a self healing. Hmmm. Perhaps that would help.
It sure is quite a journey to pull out of the kind of thinking that leads us to our depression. Your work got me thinking a bit. I got sooo much work to keep doing. Gotta clear the blocks that are blocking it up.
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yes it sure is quite hard to
yes it sure is quite hard to just do something as simple as putting one foot in front of the other, and its a life time battle to just keep going but we can do it, zoeycup16
It's healthy to confront
It's healthy to confront fear. We are all afraid sometimes. This will help make you stronger.
absolutely it has made me a
absolutely it has made me a bit stronger, im a work in progress and im determined to get back to where i was and not let my past define me, hard work thou!!! zoeycup16