Is there something wrong with me? 2015
i wonder why i feel the need to flee
so i ask myself is there something wrong with me
as i look out into the crowd i start to shake
seeing all those strangers i wonder what it will take
so i search for the nearest exit and make my escape
by the time i get out side i need rewind the tape
i must be defective in every sence of the word
it happens when i see men i think its absurd
i never used to be like this i say with conviction
everyday i feel fear and intimadation
i dont think this will ever go away
i try to change this fear every day
but all i do is cower and run and hide
i feel like the ocean going with the tide
most men scare me from my head to my toe
a few men are kind and never cause me woes
they treat me with respect and a smile that is real
that is something a man never made me feal
some even hold the door open for me now
it's something that makes me think oh wow
it sometimes catches me a little of guard
when they dont haul of and hit me really hard
sometimes i smile at this really new feeling
then i remember not all men are hurtfull and dealing
and im in aawww if this really new concept i see
so often i say is there something wrong with me?
zoeycup16 !!!
When you go out...just
When you go out...just imagine everyone in their undies!
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When you go out
lol yeah i did that saturday, i had to go to wal-mart and that store makes my agoraphobia act up really bad, it had to chuckle at this little old guy i pictured him in boxers but i still cant go out alone, im a work in progress i guess, thanks for the advice it really helps, now if only i could do it on days that its realy busy in there lol
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