I love you - Stacey

The smell still lingers

Like a cloud in the sky

The taste still stands

Strong and true

The touch is still felt

kind and gentle



the smoothness of your skin

like a velvet rose

still stands out in my mind



the smell of your hair

the look in your eyes

the continus smile

the emptiness in my arms

reminds me of today



cuddling there on the couch

i wish i never left

yet, i had to

and yet i found out something which i regret



first impressions are everything

and i meant to leave a good, lasting one

hah, like it'll ever happen



sitting here listening to the song

that i have sent for you

wishing

hopeing

dreaming

wanting

thinking of being with you



I hope that i can

see you again

i hope i am not held away

from seeing you



you told me,

what you told me

, what you wee thinking about

for that minute in which you were gazing into mine eyes

like a precious jewel



yet i can still feel your kiss

smell your hair

see your face

know the truth

i screwed up



i neglected to say

how a certain parent was

watching from their bedroom door

i meant ot tell

i meant to say



i just forgot while i was with you

and i purpously didnt on the net

scared of your parent being near enough to see



i just hope it was  your parents

attitude that day

the state of mind the parent was in

i am sorry for using "the parent"

because i do not like to point fingers



tonight i am sure i'll dream

of you and i



i should have backed off a bit

i should have not gone as far as i did

surely, i am disliked by that parent

surely i may never be liked by that parent



i can still feel you

sitting atop of me

gazing into my eyes, kissing me more



i now do not know what to think,

you say not to worry

but as you may know

i worry a lot

and i can not help it

because i dont know what to expect



the tiredness is setting in

wishing i had gotten wasted

maybe i'll leave it to tomorrow

maybei won't

i am just not sure



i love you so

i miss you more



the warmth of your hug

the wetness of your kiss

the way we click

the way we bond



i know it seems weird

but the stars are right

yet the stars wish to keep this from going too far

by adding obsticales

and removing faith

and reducing any trust confided in me, or you



i have never felt this way

queezy from love

queezy from tiredness

queezy from the truth

hungry for more

wanting and wishing true



you see, the truth is

that i never loved you until i met you

that night at the battle

because i did hide it within

it was just "puppy love" i said

letting friends get in the way

holding out in prusuit

until the day you old me you felt the same way



the spiritual bond held within is a bond of unique trust

we have confided in eachother

that the truth will set us free

but i wish to see you freely

not behind the parents backs,

i want to prusue you

to keep you for as long as possible



i hope that right now you aren't crying yourself to sleep

i can tell you are

i can feel it inside

just call out my name

i can feel it within

the stron Celestial bond

between us



and i can sense your pain

i can feel your tears

i can hear your thoughts

and see your dreams

i can OOBE and see you if i do it the right way,

i fo not think any of this is

was

or will be a mistake



you see

for me

i do not say LOVE unless it is meant



and i do not LUV you

i LOVE you

andi cannot change the fact, and if i loose you ever

i will be so unhappy

there is a way, my friend said

to create a connection between two people

the two fingered link

or the three?

i wasnt sure

i used the three

to enable me to sense your pain, and why your in pain



in a few short days, you will loose breath

(hopefully) but for no more than 5 minutes

culd be for a second

or the whole 5 minutes

but do not be alarmed

it is only the connection finalizing

and this connection will be an everlasting one

and the connection will bring me closer to your needs

closer o your thoughts

closer to you

in love for ever

i love you

thank you

I love you - Stacey

Author's Notes/Comments: 

created 12:31 am July 01, 2001, in love.

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Destiny Printz's picture

U'r poems r grate n so is u'r site. can't wait 2 read more.

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Hey! That was an incredibly awesome poem! I really liked it! Janine