WHAT I HAD WAS LOST FOREVER.
Life has it's quirks,
Nasty little turns and bends..
that are on the road of life
you must be careful on which path you take.
a wrong path may seem good for a while, but can turn ugly quick.
but the right path can be a path to joy, happiness.. the everlasting bond
i, myself have hit those quirks, turns, bends... and came to a dead end.
this dead end, is the end of a particularily good friendship,
which on my choice was destroyed
because i was selfish enough, to not only pose as someone i wasn't,
I also lied.
the truth hit her hard.
and i am sorry to say, that the way it turned out, wasn't the right way...
how sweet she was.. how nice she looked
lie upon lie, was taken out of the book
the book was long, and easy to use...
but the impact i threw at her, harmed her for ever...
to never ever ever believe me again...
i am sorry, much sorrow has been put her way
if life had a back-space key, I'd use it all the time....
especially to fix the problem i, myself started
by not telling the truth in the first place....
getting her trust back, will be the hardest thing i will have to try and do...
i doubt that i will succeed,
i doubt that i will succeed,
because what i had... was lost for ever.........................................