Something hurts...
Like the pitter of rain ruining plans for a sunny day
Or the loss of something bigger than yourself
It hurts because I cannot mold you to be my Adam
To feel the pain I feel and to want to hold me in times of need
After laughs, girls, impatience, sorrow - you are still everything to me
How can I justify not wanting you but wanting you
And not liking you but being so infatuated with you that I sacrifice my own emotions for you to be whole
This - the fifth year of us should not have come into existence ... but it did
So I ask myself why are we doing this again?
Why did you come to leave? Not even being able to say a warm goodbye so that I may have a happy hello to the future
Crushed -- once more, as if love were death.
This is a neverending sin and I cannot repent
The warmth of your arms in your teenage years is all I can remember is all the explanation I have
I know I will always love you..
Through fights, and screaming, new love, and infidelity
You will always be a part of me
And so it hurts... like a bug burried so deep under the skin that will live there forever and crawl into my heart
Jeolousy will drive me mad and all I hope is that I will be able to get over you soon because it hurts