Untitled -- 6.5.2010

Something hurts...

Like the pitter of rain ruining plans for a sunny day

Or the loss of something bigger than yourself

It hurts because I cannot mold you to be my Adam

To feel the pain I feel and to want to hold me in times of need



After laughs, girls, impatience, sorrow - you are still everything to me

How can I justify not wanting you but wanting you

And not liking you but being so infatuated with you that I sacrifice my own emotions for you to be whole



This - the fifth year of us should not have come into existence ... but it did

So I ask myself why are we doing this again?

Why did you come to leave? Not even being able to say a warm goodbye so that I may have a happy hello to the future

Crushed -- once more, as if love were death.

This is a neverending sin and I cannot repent



The warmth of your arms in your teenage years is all I can remember is all the explanation I have

I know I will always love you..

Through fights, and screaming, new love, and infidelity

You will always be a part of me

And so it hurts... like a bug burried so deep under the skin that will live there forever and crawl into my heart



Jeolousy will drive me mad and all I hope is that I will be able to get over you soon because it hurts

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