Jeolously Love Sick

I have alot of reasons

And all of them are true

In relation to why I love you

The one person in tune with what I feel

And most times a need to fill a space inside me

And always caring enough to stand by me

I complain and I'm moody

And life constantly has me down

But my love always changes these emotions around

I know it's not one sided and I hope our love doesn't change

Because I love you enough to try and change my selfish ways

Although so imperfect I will have to try my best

And remember through each hardship

That it's just another test

I believe love can conquer

But I don't know how much

When unconsiously people fall into lust

That's where my jeolousy comes to play

By girls you talk to everyday

And it's weird

I never considered myself a jeolous person till I fell in love

It's because I'm afraid to loose you

And also about trust

I know you love me the way I love you

But sometimes my insecurity comes along

When I feel that you feel

You and I don't really belong

I don't know if you ever felt it

A distinguished pain in the middle of your heart

But I feel that pain when I feel you have abandoned me

And gone to someone that may be a little more easy

My point in all is I love you and I would do anything to be with you forever

But I hate not knowing

Or you not making the situation better

I'm jeolous and so love sick

And it has me down

So I'm just quietly wating for my babez to calm me down

So babez when you read my poem

Please know I'm your down ass girl

But my heart just hurts

Please make it stop

And I know you can do it

Because only in your arms could I feel safe

I was searching for so long

But babez I know I found my place.

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