I have alot of reasons
And all of them are true
In relation to why I love you
The one person in tune with what I feel
And most times a need to fill a space inside me
And always caring enough to stand by me
I complain and I'm moody
And life constantly has me down
But my love always changes these emotions around
I know it's not one sided and I hope our love doesn't change
Because I love you enough to try and change my selfish ways
Although so imperfect I will have to try my best
And remember through each hardship
That it's just another test
I believe love can conquer
But I don't know how much
When unconsiously people fall into lust
That's where my jeolousy comes to play
By girls you talk to everyday
And it's weird
I never considered myself a jeolous person till I fell in love
It's because I'm afraid to loose you
And also about trust
I know you love me the way I love you
But sometimes my insecurity comes along
When I feel that you feel
You and I don't really belong
I don't know if you ever felt it
A distinguished pain in the middle of your heart
But I feel that pain when I feel you have abandoned me
And gone to someone that may be a little more easy
My point in all is I love you and I would do anything to be with you forever
But I hate not knowing
Or you not making the situation better
I'm jeolous and so love sick
And it has me down
So I'm just quietly wating for my babez to calm me down
So babez when you read my poem
Please know I'm your down ass girl
But my heart just hurts
Please make it stop
And I know you can do it
Because only in your arms could I feel safe
I was searching for so long
But babez I know I found my place.