It's hard for me to wear this pain everyday
I try to hide it in everyway
My perfect place
Went upside down
Facial expressions from smiles to frowns
Surrounded by my family
I can be great and achieve
But My family all knew why I had to leave
Like a wound so deeply cut into my skin
My world was shattered; I was hurting within
I've come a long way
Down this road
To every memory locked in my head
I have a secret code
I lock them inside me
In the depths of my soul
You can still glance at my eyes and see hurt
My revolution, my rebirth
My redemtion has yet to come
It's not much of an inprovement
It's like moving from a ghetto to a slum
But in a emotional state
My memories are my Utopia
They are my perfect place.