Everyday is a new day
And I realise I am here
Everyday new emotions colide with my fear
Every night as I lay in bed
I am confused
By the thought of happiness I am consumed
I want so badly to be wrapped in someone's arms
And not feel anything but bliss
And everyday I look but never seem to find this
And then I look at myself
Brown eyes, brown hair
Compliments on both
Light Skin big bones
Wondering about both
Longing for like Jah CURE
To be Loved so much
I long to be happy
I want to be sane
But I don't know where to look
Maybe I'm just not good enough
But as a child of God
I doubt that's true
So if you love me
I promise I'll love you.