Feenin'

Today the only way to describe my feelings

Is feening'

I'm feening for my dreams to come true

I'm feening for that FINE boy at the corner to be my boo

I'm feenin for love

I feenin to leave this life and be with Jesus above

I'm feenin to learn more

But I'm feenin to get outa school

I'm feenin to leave Middletown NY

But my moms say if I think I'm really gon get out in 2 years I'm a FOOL

I'm feenin to dance

To be on my tippy toes

I'm feenin to be left here last

I'm feenin to express my prose

I'm feenin to suceed

But I'm FEARING I'm might fail

I'm feenin to see my psat grade

So I'm feenin for the mail

I'm feenin to go back to YARD

Cuz that's where yardies belong

I'm feening to know what to do? Where to do?

I've been feenin for so long.

I HOPING one day my feenin ends

And I might get what I want

But till that day

I'm sitting here

Feenin in heart and thought.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is me thinking. When I think I'm constantly thinking about how to better things for myself and make my dreams come true, and being happy and satisfied with what I have. So I feen for more.

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