Discovered thoughts
Things I didn't want people to know
Thoughts that help my immature mind grow
Some as satisfying for a fiend as blow
The way the world reveals me
I feel like a ho
Skin so soft and brown the way it glows
My immagination wants more
I can help but wonder, ponder
On the thoughts of escape
Escaping myself taking a break
Living my life stop being fake
Shake my ass to the beat of the lies
The glamour and the gold got me hypnotized
Don't act surprised
Because at one time or another you were also blinded by some ice
Not the ice in the freezer the ice on the rapper
Somehow you thought it would make you happier
Scatter brain'
That's how I feel
Trying to change my mentalities
Yet still keep it real
My brain starving for a meaL
The hunger feeds the spirit that helps me to write
Through a one sided struggle
I continue to fight
Those thoughts I spoke of once before
Every day they appear more and more
If people knew the depth of my thought
I'm not sure what they would think
I live to create creativity inside me
And despite what you may think
I may need to push myself to the brink
And link chains of thoughts
So my soul remains un bought
Caught between acceptance and change
Mean to the myself
Crying for help
Now close your eyes
Pretend you never knew the things I thought
And pretnd I am untroubled by this life
Hold my hand and let us walk in hope
And escape the things that make us sad