Complicated Feelings

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How can I ever move on from Erik?
For all the shit he's done to me,
I don't want him getting away with it!
My heart longs to see his broken.
Blood will shed when he comes back.

 

Will I ever get the chance to meet David?
Somehow, I want to be by his side,
enjoying the warmth he gives to me.
He definitely knows how to pleasure me.
Should I abandon my lover for him?

 

My life is full of hope and disappointments.
There are many things I wanna do,
but he restricts all of these choices.
I'm missing out on pleasure and adventures.
Is it all worth it for him?

 

All of the efforts put into this relationship,
I don't want to throw it all away.
No matter how many tears I'll shed,
this love and passion is worth fighting for.
Let's see how far this will go down the road.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Oct. 3, 2014

 

I think I'm just overreacting... Or I'm letting myself get out of control with my depression.

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