What is this feeling that's bothering me?
My energy is always running low,
No matter how much sleep regenerates me.
Actually, it makes me want to sleep forever.
But what will make me wake up again?
The cigarettes are sitting on the table,
Waiting for my dad to smoke them.
Maybe I should take one
And smoke the pain away.
Or is that not a good idea?
How should I tell him how I feel?
The pain of not being meant for him hurts,
But not as much as this depression.
This is just another day of pain.
Will this feeling ever go away?