It's All Your Fault

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A monster that is desperate for lust and pain...

It fits you perfectly after I realized it,

Knowing that you weren't the loving brother anymore.

I thought that you wanted to take me as hostage.

 

You played your games with me effectively

And you've kept the upper hand for almost a year.

But now I'm in control of our heartbreaking games.

Ironic that we had a neutral start and end.

 

I would always be sober to be honest,

But I was drunk with my hidden feelings.

Nevermind that I want to drink with you daily

Because you were always changing your mind.

 

There's another lipstick stain on your neck and pants.

So no need to explain what you did with your girl.

It doesn't take multiple heartbreaks at once

For me to know that I wasn't the one for you.

 

Now I'm like the lustful and monstrous masochist,

But I'll never play the games that you did.

I'm still weak from your betrayal and heartbreaks.

I can let you go, but I can never forgive you/

 

The apologies from all this time don't convince me.

No wonder why I wasn't feeling any emotions

When I ended our friendship and you didn't care.

My last words when you didn't say goodbye were:

 

"It's all your fault..."

Author's Notes/Comments: 

2/21/2013

 

I said it before and I'll say it again: fuck you Justin. I tried to stay with you as a sister, but apparently, you just abandoned me and became so distant that our friendship wasn't even worth it anymore. Fuck you for not caring about why I wanted to end it and not even saying goodbye.

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A nice fuck you to liven up

A nice fuck you to liven up my day! Well done! ; ) 


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Thanks :)

Thanks :)

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You Go Girl!

Sooooooo....poetry venting as art. i like it. ~~A~~


 

 

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Haha thanks, it really helps

Haha thanks, it really helps to express my feelings/emotions and turn it into art