Pain

there's a time and a place where you sart from and end

taking the time up with journeys family friends

there's nothing that can prepare for it

but there's so much shithappening





A Wake A Start A Brand new Day

More Hate and Selfishness more Pain

To take an empty unburden burden

Wishing upon an Aisle

Wishing i could take something

I'm so sought in denial

My pressure and fate rush into one

As i stare and search deep down for this song

There's so much to take

I find it unworth the wait

theres so much pushing down on me

I need a well earned break

i don't want to be rejected for this

I can't help but feel to take the risk

I'd rather die here right now

then loose what I've gained

the emptyness seems to envelope what i create

leaving me crawling back in this sorry state

the pain i take is getting too much to hold on to,

the pain that i create is not worth the far few

the least few the most

at last it's taking its toll taking it far

this weight of the world is doubling by half

trying to think and live with the fact

live with it the pain feelings and lack of will

I still sit here

I still fear

the inevitable issue of this suicude crap.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

crap poem thing 10.56am 26 Feb 07

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