there's a time and a place where you sart from and end
taking the time up with journeys family friends
there's nothing that can prepare for it
but there's so much shithappening
A Wake A Start A Brand new Day
More Hate and Selfishness more Pain
To take an empty unburden burden
Wishing upon an Aisle
Wishing i could take something
I'm so sought in denial
My pressure and fate rush into one
As i stare and search deep down for this song
There's so much to take
I find it unworth the wait
theres so much pushing down on me
I need a well earned break
i don't want to be rejected for this
I can't help but feel to take the risk
I'd rather die here right now
then loose what I've gained
the emptyness seems to envelope what i create
leaving me crawling back in this sorry state
the pain i take is getting too much to hold on to,
the pain that i create is not worth the far few
the least few the most
at last it's taking its toll taking it far
this weight of the world is doubling by half
trying to think and live with the fact
live with it the pain feelings and lack of will
I still sit here
I still fear
the inevitable issue of this suicude crap.