Tastless Zombies and Dancing Pain
buried my satisfaction and degrade
I fall to sleep i do wish and dream
that I will wake up from this terrible dream
Im trembling and shaking i cant remember why ive held on all these years
Im trembling and shaking I cant remeber why theres no more tears
Why am i so hollow why dont i defend
Why do i give up before i begin
Why do i drown before i even stepp in the pool
what should i do when i dont relise i have you?
Im Drifting again im going insane
ive lost my senses im falling again
My injuries i cause are fading away
but hurting me more happiness cant stay
scars are fading my blood withdrawn
i bury my face and try to destroy it all
Im waking up im fading out
Im waking up im climbing out
You pull me back in im swimming in pain
You feel better but im drowning again
you healed your pain but mine increases
please put me back give me realeseness
Im lying (im crying) i dont want to survive
Im hiding (Im dying) dont let me survive
push me back in and bury my life
this lifeless corpse died by my knife
I cant seem to find the reason i hid
but my guilty pleasure is my suicide bid
but im no longer guilty I wish you could see
feel what i feel and bleed what i need
Drown yourself everyday in your own fucking pain
Know no reason to live everyday again
My Tastless Zombies my Dancing Pain
I Draw you my map upon my vain
Drawing the blood just to help me organise
Drawing My blood helps me despise
Myself is unwilling My heart stopped beating
My soul has stop caring about me retreating
(survival is nothing) Im living today
(survival is nothing) I dont want to stay
I hate how i miss you i hate how i care
I hatehow you love me and that you are there
because i love your tender kisses they make me feel precious
they make melt and be happy when its only you and me precious
My love keeps bleeding dont leave me alone
its you i keep needing i dont want to be cold
I hate to know im incomplete when i see your face
because you help me to much not to fill my empty space
i guess its my destiny the thing ive always known
that even though i love you ill always be alone
these Tastless Zombies are folowing me back to my cold grave
My dancing pain withering watching me and the excuse i gave
Suicide come save me Suicide Im here
Suicide cant molest me but Suicide's not there...