for just a moment you were in my life of all the things 2 sacrafice.
a vegence on me to fulfill your needs.
pleasurable times created by greed.
all of your promises No wonder shes mad to plan her life as a mother and u not as my dad.
when did u know?
was it planned from the start?
to walk away without takein part?...
My mother i love and ive felt her pain.
her tears have poured like a thunderous rain.
months have passed as i begin to grow.
And into our life comes a man wed soon know.
takeing your place to raise me as his own,
to call me his blood as u left me alone,
now how does it feel?sufficating in sorrow
to know this man will b here tommrow...
it cud have been you to hold me when i cryed,
my first broken heart and u werent there to tell me y,
i love my mother she gave me life,
If it were your choice shed b under a knife,
im sure someday ill meet u in regret,
to fill the void of sayin we once met,
the hush a bye baby thats who i am to be kept a secret,
from a very distant man..
i dno who my dad is...
-x-
beautiful poem hun luv ya jazzy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx