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I can't believe it ended like this,

There's no way to make it quick.



My voice told me no,

But I continued to fight,

I thought I was falling in love,

So I pushed it aside.



I catch you in the lies in which you confess,

After confronting you lied to my face,

About a girl you crushed when you loved me,

You flirt and I cry, this is not meant to be.



I can't believe it ended like this,

There's no way to make it quick.



I stopped my cutting just for you,

I fight everyday when the urge arises,

And I realize you do the same,

But that's not what I am bitching about.



As I am fighting, suffering with pain,

You are buttering up your "former obsession,"

Getting out your fantasies,

Maybe I wasn't dillusional when I found a reason to cut.



I can't believe it ended like this,

There's no way to make it quick.



As you are flirting your urges away,

With my friends and enemies,

I'm living a lie thinking I'm the only one,

As you lie and build a clan of whores.



You sweet talk and forget me,

But without me you can't live,

So your lies burn deeper into my mind,

Thinking I'm the only girl you want to be with.



I can't believe it ended like this,

There's no way to make it quick.



"Fuck her" you think of me,

As you are picturing you fucking her,

As I am working my ass off at work,

You are texting fluttering words to her.



You call me a bitch,

You call her sexy,

You call them sexy,

And I'm left empty.



I can't believe it ended like this,

There's no way to make it quick.



Dreaming of being with other girls,

You say meant nothing at all,

When you once crushed on her,

Before I came into view.



I drew myself hanging,

Another woman inside your arms,

I thought was thrown away because false,

But now I realize it was because it was too true.



I can't believe it ended like this,

There's no way to make it quick.



Praying to Lucifer on cold, sad nights,

Sacraficing my soul for a smile,

You came to my life and drew me a smile,

And told me to rid of Lucifer.



But soon gone the smile,

Soon come the pain,

God hates me and loves you,

So back to Hell I will tred again.



I can't believe it ended like this,

There's no way to make it quick.



Hours of sleep I lost to crying,

Unable to cry myself to sleep,

Feeling my heart breaking,

Just wanted the blood to pour from my gash.



I cut, I scream, I cry some more,

No one even cares,

I thought you were the only one,

But you just pretend you understand.



I can't believe it ended like this,

There's no way to make it quick.



I washed your hair and scrubbed your back,

Clipped your nails and toenails,

I softened your feet and your hands,

To make you feel better.



You don't even thank me and beg for me,

And you get it even when I'm tired and sick,

But my reward is your smile,

And you took that away from me in the end.



I can't believe it ended like this,

There's no way to make it quick.