I can't even feel the cold around me anymore,
I'm not warm,
I have no where to go,
No where to be,
No feelings to feel,
Not even the feeling of me being there,
I'm not even sure if I am still alive,
Am I dead?
Why do I feel so numb?
Why can't I feel the knife penetrating my flesh?
Why can't I feel the blade ripping away at my veins?