All my life I've alwayz been down and out
Didnt know why or what it was about
Losing everybody I was close to one way or another
Laying face down hoping I'd smother
Nobody could help any way at all
Had to sit back and watch me crumble and fall
Then one day when I was at my worse
Ready to take one last ride in back of a herse
Gave up on anybody and anything
Nothing good for me would life ever bring
A greeting from an awsome juggalo
"Just dropped by to say hello...."
Where it would lead I never would have knew
If I hadn't responded back "....you seem cool too."
Added him to my messanger buddy list
Little did I know my life was about to twist
Told him of my life as as child
And how even then nothing has been mild
I had cried so much, ran out of tears
Got tired of faltering everytime I faced my fears
How I had become my own worst enemy
The only thing I needed saving from was me
As the time went by even though we never seen face to face
He helped me to regain my base
I knew there was something about him from that very moment
I just couldnt seem to place my finger on it
Started to realize something, I'd never expect it
Lives so far away, too much pain already should I risk it
Oh but I did and I allowed myself to like him
Although all my chances seemed quite slim
"Yea that's cool, I actually like you too,
We could hook up if I lived nearer to you."
I tried not to allow myself, but it all hit the floor
I began to care for him more and more
From then on there has never been a doubt in my mind
A way to be with him is all I cared to find
Finally the plans have all be set
Am I excited? Most definately you bet
We have over come everything, being together is the plan
Then out of nowhere it has all hit the fan
Some other girl says she loves him too
"Sorry girl, he's mine he'll never take you"
Yet he says that for this he's going to let fate decide
So either I'm getting my dream, or fate as once again lied
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