Old Habits

I've been making a pattern for quite some damn time
Always thought I knew what I was doing, had my own mind
But i guess I shoulda listened, coulda done myself some good
Made quite a wreck out of the things i'd like to change if I could
Couldn't settle, wouldn't change, would never give it a rest
No appreciation for those who only wanted what was best for me

I couldn't see any more stars up in this sky
But these old habits leave me wondering why

I
Make the same
Mistakes
Time and time again
Why
Can i just not take
Advice from you
I'm trying, man
But these
Old habits
I need to give a rest
My damn
Old habits
Have left me in a mess

You'd think I'd learn from things that cause me trouble, cause me pain
But I always seem to lose, no I can never gain
From the choices I make, I swear i try, but I fail
And oh my mind wanders and it leaves me feeling frail
Burnt out, so stressed, and I can't get it together
Gotta wonder if my life could ever get any better than this

I really miss the way things were when I rarely cried
And oh i try to fix it, but it always seems that I

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