Terrifying visions as I close my eyes.
Keep them open child, sit straight - stare into UV light.
Lost in a daydream i feel the lights heavy beam.
"It's going to be alright" - the same pacifying lie.
Big eyes, bigger breasts she'll do for a while.
Help me, I've forgotten how to smile girl.
Never bore or scare me.
Lest I'll cast you out like the rest of the world.
Drugs stopped working, Naught more than a stoner.
I long for long lonely streets of gloom.
Cold air could fill my lungs; notice my heart is frozen.
Broken man I am, broken men are doomed.
Sticking my toes over the platform.
The sensation makes me feel alive,
Perhaps for the last time it's true.
My metal coffin whizzes passed me, resigned - it would of been nice to die.
Bundled over by the one who bored me.
Like a soldier leaping from her battlement.
"I'm so glad your alive baby"
I merely looked at her in bafflement.
Teenage Sweetheart
Xander
is a nice name.