Can I be a better man today than I was yesterday?
This pile of mistakes around me makes me pray
Pray I that ill have the courage to face my reflection
And I’ll be able to raise my head to plot a new direction
Infections in my soul and in the relationships that I love
Have me shaking my head no and looking for answers above
Shove the shame into the trash is all I can do
Keep my focus on my task and not on losing you.
True words and better actions are my only consolation
Taking ever day as it comes and forgetting about my reputation
Sedation and neglect are the true adversaries to my progress
I can’t forget my goal less I regress
Mess it may be but this is still my life
I still yearn to succeed, maybe have some children and a wife
Strife and grief may be in store but it will worth it in the end
When I can say to my loving family and all my fabulous friends
Pretend if you wish, that this was always meant to be
I know that in order to get this, I had to beat my greatest enemy, me.
Really cool poem! Its kind of
Really cool poem! Its kind of sad that its usually us that defeat ourselves.