+Losing Control+

What’s going on?

What’s happening to me?

Why am I changing?

Why am I going crazy?



My mind totally full

Chaos in my head

Doing things just because

That’s what the voices said



Looking for danger

Hunting for fear



I’m not who I used to be

I’m not who I want to be

I’m not the person I was

I’m not me



I want to feel alive

I want to be normal once more

Peace, hope and sanity

Are what I’m searching for



Please stop everything

Please make it go away

Please make it quiet

Just for one day



I’m losing control

Over my life and me

Save me, I need help

Can’t you see?



It’s all falling apart

It’s all going wrong

I need the chaos to stop

I need the voices gone



I need dreams for the future

I need peace in my mind

I need control over my life

And myself I must find



I want to feel safe

In my own head and body

I don’t want to feel numb

I don’t wana be crazy



Make it go back

To how it used to be

When things were okay

And I was me.

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brittanymarie's picture

Omg! I love this poem, exactly how i feel at the moment. Great writing skills(:


-Brittany M. Diaz