What’s going on?
What’s happening to me?
Why am I changing?
Why am I going crazy?
My mind totally full
Chaos in my head
Doing things just because
That’s what the voices said
Looking for danger
Hunting for fear
I’m not who I used to be
I’m not who I want to be
I’m not the person I was
I’m not me
I want to feel alive
I want to be normal once more
Peace, hope and sanity
Are what I’m searching for
Please stop everything
Please make it go away
Please make it quiet
Just for one day
I’m losing control
Over my life and me
Save me, I need help
Can’t you see?
It’s all falling apart
It’s all going wrong
I need the chaos to stop
I need the voices gone
I need dreams for the future
I need peace in my mind
I need control over my life
And myself I must find
I want to feel safe
In my own head and body
I don’t want to feel numb
I don’t wana be crazy
Make it go back
To how it used to be
When things were okay
And I was me.
Omg! I love this poem, exactly how i feel at the moment. Great writing skills(:
-Brittany M. Diaz