Through the wind and the rain
She keeps inside all the pain
Hoping that one day she can let if free
Out in the open so that everyone can see
How it feels, to be like her
Locked in a body, she can’t escape
Waiting for the right person to help her escape
She waits, scared, cold and lonely day after day
Hoping someone will take the pain away
Year after year, no one is there
So the hurt and suffering she must bear
All alone, she believes forever she will be
Locked in a body, she can’t escape
Waiting for the right person to help her escape
One day, she falls in the trap of trust
The biggest mistake she’s ever made as
She never trusted anyone, till this day
She lets a bit out, and it takes nothing away
Instead this other person suffers because of her
And still she’s locked in a body, she can’t escape
And hurts the right person she waited for that could help her escape
She fucked up, big time
But still pretended she was fine
And instead of waiting for someone to help her escape
She tried to make herself escape
Death – was the only way out of this shit
Death – was the only answer that fit
So goodbye everyone that is here
Hope this is the way out of my silent tears.
Goodbye. I love you.
Sometimes you have o help yourself, not by death, but by opening up and talking, opening up and taking a chance and understanding that your just human... Your going to make mistakes your going to hurt people on accident just like people will hurt you sometimes on accident... YOue got to learn not to hold grudges and to forgive, not just everyone else, but the hardest peson at all to forgive...Yourself...