The air is misty and cold.
My head is fitting to split from
bad mojo called Sparks.
Sitting on a boulder, praying
for the boulder to hold me.
The wind fussing up a storm.
I also pray to Creator.
The rain drizzles then comes
sideways at wind's fury.
I am more numb from within,
because I am still detoxing from
addictions.
Now standing in ankle deep water
still praying because I am sick.
I seek Creator before modern doc,
because I am more lost than sick.
I know I need to free myself from
the addictions' hold.
I have a little boy who calls me dad.
I need to do better.
I watch the raging sea,
the fussing wind slinging the rain
in every which way.
I feel like the storm.