Everything I believe in is fading
Sensation of fulfilling hollow
Empty without you
I don't know weither to go or stay
I shouldn't be loving you
Helpless
Pushed down to my knees
I needed you to blame, I needed you
Everything we built is crumbling
Sensation of death swallowing the heart
Empty without us
I don't know weither to let go or hold on
Everything pleasant is a nightmare
Sensation of us failing overwhelming love
I held the wishes and let go of breathing
Time is passing us by, leaving us in the dark
I shouldn't be disliking you
But I needed you to agree, I needed you
Lost
Pushed down to my knees, in prayers
I shouldn't have loved you
I needed you to blame, I needed you
Need
Substitute self-love and be happy. What is taught about what is a requirement from a partner does not fit the 21st Century model. Love is like a poem, the more creative the participants the more successful the emotional output. - The goal has to be smiles and laughs because life is worth at least one of those - Just Bein' Lady A
Ah yes
I was listening to Godsmack and some other tunes. Reflections of the past, this one isn't really a rewrite and yes, it is new. *shrugs* Wrote it self after a few lines. Thank you, the current relationship I am in is a lot of smiles and laughs these past few months. We celebrated three years of being together.
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I am an artist of words as well as paints.