Hope for me i will be okay
From the start of each new day
Hold my hand so i won't falter
In the quest that i cant alter
See inside is only fright
not the urge to have a fight.
I need to learn not to worry
About all those folks in a hurry
Life has it's own ups and downs
that cause us all to wear a frown
But it will never be as bad
as when i was so young and sad
I need to remember things have changed
That i have grown and yet remained
Here in life i wont give up
At the feast i'll get to sup
It's taken time to get this far
But now it's time to raise the bar
hold on to your guts you'll be fine
telling folks so that they know to define
As i'm not of the ordinary sort
For me everything is so fraught
Because of a broken switch inside
that makes me want to run and hide
So i will not allow myself to overthink it
Whats inside is a broken instinct
Instead i will just take a breath
Think it through in shallow depth
Did they really want to hurt you?
The people folks all around you
I don't think they even care
even if they do stare
So bear with me it may take a while
for me to just bear a smile
I've done very well to even be here
To be so social is very rare
Everyone around you is kind
stop searching you'll never find
What it is causing this dread
That starts as i get out of bed
I feel powerless when it grips me
A pawn in mine owned lifetimes journey
To FIGHT? or FLEE? that is the question
Constantly asked to my distraction
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Fleas make us itch. So is best avoid that route.
Fighting isn't fun either.theres gotta be a third option. Or infinity options. Half smiles help and so does throwing angry paint at something.
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thanks for that.... it
thanks for that.... it escaped my radar..... little bogga.